1 year after...

... Ive never thought Id be so stressed like this, considering im just working in jp for only 1 year I feel so tortured, used, so lifeless unlike with my previous companies were I enjoyed my stay. Arrrgggg our clients/customers are so demanding but most are puerile, hostile and rude like haler are you new? come on! Further more there are lots of matrix to meet, requirements to complete and customers to satisfy.

    I've been in customer service for about 7 years, unfortunately doing the same thing  talking over the phone, trying to fulfill the clients issues and by the end of the shift im so tired and fed up, everyday Ive been always looking forward for the end of the shift even thou the work had just started. Sometimes no matter how patience I gave madness easily comes out of me.

   But then thou I've been dealing with hostiles by the end of the day I'm so thankful that every half of the month there's is something that comes in my bank account that keeps me alive and provide my needs while some dont have or having hard time finding one. Setting that aside what's most important is I have friends at work that I'm more happy to be with, but moving on I wish I do things I really wanna do or something that I will be happy.. heavenly father please help and bless me.

   I am not asking for a very high position or a glamorous job as these will demand high price of your time and energy.. something that I will be happy, satisfied and proud of, im already so tired and stressed I want this oput of my life.. as in now!!!

   Work hard, push more, positive, positive, positive, positive, positive.....

itsmejackie c",)